self disappointment

I failed myself.




I really didn't do a good job this semester.


"I could have done better."
"I could have not miss those quizzes."

these are the words I always tell myself when looking at my bad grades on blackboard these days.


"I spent all my money again."
"I could have saved all those money."
"I should have ate more in the cafe."

thats what I always tell myself when I look at my low checkings account balance these days.


I screwed up again.




Finals are coming.


I'm not so excited about going back home.


I more worried about what should I do to get back on the track.




I failed myself.