same story all over again.

Before I start talking about the main topic today,

lets open up with a small "something else".

So the funny thing these days, when I go into shower, in the middle of everything of cleaning yourself, I tend to get confused with whether I body-washed myself or not. It always happens at the moment when my brain start thinking about a deep thought or other crap while in the shower, my body goes into auto pilot, then when I realize I was lost in my thoughts, I always wonder: did I use my Old-Spice body wash yet? 

Just incase I didn't wash my body before getting out the shower, I always wash it again in those situation.

Yeah.

Kinnda funny.

Not really.

Back to the main topic.

Yeah, story of my life moment again.

Had a crush on a girl.

Finally decided to start/starting to do something with it.

Then the next day, I realize that some other friend in the group just started dating with the girl I have the crush on.

It's either this, or I end up having to leave the place, move and stuff.

And you know I'm not the alpha male type of asshole, I don't compete with friends for girls, and I don't try to be the third wheel.

So...

as you see, this girl I had a crush on for three months, a good friend, now I gotta forget about the feelings and move on. Which I guess will take like least a while.

But the funny thing is, after waking up from a nap, before I was feeling like s**t for a while, most of the negative feelings just gone like "poof!" gone.

And somehow the day ended pretty well hanging out with friends.

Is it cause I'm getting used to this?

It's a super weird day in Chicago that I can tell you.