actually
hmm
I never had any high expectations on a girl or something(yes there are girls I like and the ones I don't)
I wish I can just accidentally fall in love with a girl
and everything will be so smooth and sweet
even there are bumps
but thats the whole thing about being in love
thats not the case as of today for me
never been in a relationship in my life yet
tried, got close, but mostly end up me leaving the girl for events that happen in life(aka go to college here in the states, switch schools, family moving and stuff)
oh well.
we'll see how stuff goes.
like my mom said: "what is meant to be yours in life, will be yours. vice versa"
