the hardest part

is to have a bunch of free time and nothing to do.

especially when your personal computer is in the process of repair.

plus the gaming rig is down.



I just didn't grew up in a environment that requires you to make up things to do by yourself.

Taiwan....you can never not find things to do.


But the States, even the wonderful Silicon Valley.... without friends and money...it's the same as stuck in the middle of the corn field some where in Iowa.


And plus my iPod has deceased. A lonely night without money, without music, without friends. Ah crap.


I'm really going crazy with all this emptiness. Can't wait to go back to Hawaii. Seriously.

But will I succeed in going back?

Thats another issue.